Tiara Girls post script

I just looked back at everything I have written, and not deleted, for my blog. I'm going to go have a shot or two and go to bed. When will I stop being naive and trusting with boys. I have to remember how good and sorry colin has been since the begining of feb. I guess his shit hit me deeper than I'd ever admit. However, I do need to take into consideration his kindness and boyfriendly-ness since then. I'm still wary and I wonder if I should be. I was so fucking oblivious, and that was not supposed to happen, not after all the other times. FUCK. Well, its love right now.