lost in transition

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Fantastic day. Yes sure why not, why not now.
1. Yesterday I found out my Dad does indeed have a cancerous growth in his lung. Funny though, it doesnt make me want to stop smoking, I just want to smoke and shop. He never smoked a day in his life and was extra healthy and damn near a saint, and look what happened: he'll be short half a lung for the rest of his life. I'm just hoping they can do the scopic kind of surgery and not the 2 months to recover break open your ribs kind. I'm scared and mad.

2. On the note of egotistical self indulgant bastards who stand you up for a sorority hayride and take your college virginity*: Glad the commitment issue went away. Nice to see you gained a little weight, and I especially appreciate the excerpt in your blog that pertains to me: Tomorrow I'm going to start writing a parody of the Vagina Monologuescalled the Penis Dialogues. I've been to the Vaginal version twice; both timeson dates because I wanted the girls to think I was tuned into the feministmystique and all that. Of course the pussy was out of the bag by the end ofthe show because I could never restrain myself from poking fun no matter howbad I wanted the girls to think I didn't mind if they had an Amazonian pubicregion. Plus Michigan State's theatre department is deplorable at best; theybutcher everything they perform. I personally knew half the cast of themonologues to be stupid whores with no sense of self-worth; so you've got thathypocrisy going on. But regardless of who acts in it; it's still gonna beboring. The Penis Dialogues won't be boring I'll tell you that much.
Fuckface. I hope it was the other girl who was all amazonian b/c I've been shaved since before college and you fucking know it- after all you commented on it. I hate it when people take artistic liscence, if I'm part of the subject. When it's you, the truth should be told, not glorified for your "writing" (which sucks by the way get over it) purposes..

3. The Truth: not ready to get into it.

*College Virginity: The first "relationship" (or so you thought b/c you were 18 and he was 23) sex you had in college. Not like the random sex you may or may not have had in high school.

Post-script- I am glad I am in love, especially because I'm in love with someone who surprises me every day, and is supportive no matter what. Usually in a good way...

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