You want a part 2?

Too bad its my blog and I'll give it to you later. I'm going off some meds and instead of feeling better I'm FIERCELY depressed. I'm back at the point of not wanting to hurt the people who love me, so I'm sticking around, but that's the only reason. This is rough. Very rough. But I do have my beloved soaps (the shows on the history channel, I think its ww2 week or something, I'm engulfed in bw footage of a time that mattered). I'm tumbling farther and farther down my mental stability hill.